I should say to him?

My boyfriend is my third boyfriend, I followed the first boyfriend had first but no bleeding. Then we broke up never met before.

My boyfriend is my third boyfriend, I followed the first boyfriend had first but no bleeding.

Then we broke up never met before. Four years later, I met a new boyfriend, I now was his first girlfriend, he told me ML is the first time, but that time I happened to menstrual period of the last day, the day when no bleeding. Surprise evening when actually bleed ML, then I do not know, just know that I have some pain, he just went in a few minutes I called pain he hurried out. Then he excited to say that if you now can get married, he'll marry me. Later he told me that I was bleeding and his underpants are stained. So he thought I was the first time, I didn't ever want to cheat him, but when he is so happy to say, I really don't know what to say to him. But then he had some doubts, because he knows and I and his friends know that I have had two boyfriend.

He's a very good friend, has asked: "so beautiful you girlfriend, did you talk to her" the "?" he was sorry that it didn't really recognize, then Li said: ' she had a boyfriend, she seems very mature, certainly isn't a Virgin.

And my boyfriend just is a bit childish, people said that he was a bit shaken, others say that he is not sure. He just told me so, as my boyfriend have consulted, how is the Virgin, I do not know. Because vertical is cohabitation girlfriend, my boyfriend told me that, as he said that his girlfriend is a Virgin. I guess my boyfriend may stand there took the, is located just dare to ask me, the first time he asked, I suddenly had not speak because I didn't think he'd suspected, he saw me not even suspect that aloud, you will no longer ask, I will ask him for a rush: "do you doubt me? I'm not, you do not know?"

He didn't say, quickly apologized and said: "there is no doubt that you are trying to determine what, because I care about you.

"But he might want more of. So too soon he will also try to ask me: "you follow me is not the first time, your former boyfriend have touched you?" and I said: "you're so concerned about my past? if you really care, it is not with me. "He had nothing to say. But the more I got this to avoid problems, he will become suspicious.

Later he would occasionally asked about this issue, I really don't know what to answer, that is, equals deceived him, equal to the start, deceived him, I really don't want to cheat, but I fear he knew would leave me.

Sometimes I feel that I am not the first time, but he is somewhat worthy of him. But apart from this matter, our feelings very nice, he really hurt me. And I really love him. Sometimes when I ache ML, don't know why, but every time I just called the pain he will come out soon, although he was being excited. So I do feel guilty. He also sometimes said that he loves me not care if I am not a Virgin, but he doesn't care that always ask why? I really do not know the frankly.

(Practice editing: what gold swallow)