Five men in grey life

"You cannot imagine 10 years after their own. Because you never know what that age, people often only with the times, let it be. ”

"My shoulders are two personal desires"

I told them that his family was ill let their own taxi to go to, you don't want to send, a waste of time.

Community is so cruel, you want to make family bonds, party a shall apply in respect of the work to someone else.

"You cannot imagine 10 years after their own.

Because you never know what that age, people often only with the times, let it be. ”

Beijing East, 36-year-old Zhang bin, sitting in the decoration effect is extremely impact of office space in the hard to conceal his fatigue.

"A lot of money now, and less hair. This is one of the most painful thing is to feel tired. ”

Zhang bin's ideal as times change.

I want to be the officer, the early 1980s "Science of the arrival of spring", his example is the Newton. 1984 on astronomical lines didn't read it in the Department of architecture. "Then I do not know architecture can make money. Now fortunately didn't go to the science of astronomy. ”

In 1996, he gave great architects, leaving the Design Institute, began to make their own architectural firms.

In order to make money. "I found that there is no money for anything to do, you will enjoy. ”

In order to take care of the household, and his wife abandoned the foreign companies, which gave him even greater pressure.

"Many cases for the love of a woman desperately do is a kind of power. The era of primitive accumulation of capital, each person's pressures are increasing. I am a man, my shoulder is two people's hope, or desire. ”

Start is extremely painful.

"I find design project, partner of paint. 3 years, I have before 12 o'clock in the evening return home, morning no later than 8 points out of the door. "He had made to partner harsh requirements. "I told them that his family was ill let their own taxi to go to, you don't want to send, a waste of time. Community is so cruel, you want to make family bonds, party a shall apply in respect of the work to someone else. ”

In 2002, the company has entered into a virtuous circle.

In the Office and the Villa owner, he sadly found himself trapped in a vicious circle, "I can not stop. Lose a little live I'm guilty. ”

This should be attributed to the greedy or responsibility? "maybe I will have money to others, but they also give me pressure, than I am rich.

Moreover, the company now has more than 50 employees that you want to let people think that follow you will continue to do value, hard to do. ”

Cannot stop also stems from fear.

"I have adapted to the every day for a white shirt of the day, can you imagine a bike or crowded bus cannot drive a pain? I'm not willing to do. Don't want to talk to people I do. ”

"Families are abandoned, I came home almost a sense of guilt, to share the joys of family life? I can't.

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"When people with envy tone compliment me start heart will have pride in it.

But now not ... ... Because you're paying too much pressure is too high, proud of this wire was also diminished. ”

Zhang bin is afraid of a lifetime.

"My life is like Charlie Chaplin in the movie the · modern times" in the description that is fixed in the steam side to extremely dangerous speed perpetually car nut and bolt. "He himself designed the new ideal: 45 years of age to stop working, drove cross-country to wandering in the desert, and occasionally do their favorite design. But I say it was against those around them. "They said I could do to the 60-year-old. ”

● "Like wearing red shoes"

Since the majority of Chinese people as a child is too bitter, successful road is too hard, so once you have something to grip tightly.

So, happy childhood is important, will bring his tolerance and peace.

"Just like wearing red shoes.

"45, Chu jiaru, she just started really belongs to his career, he describes the revival, the feeling of powerlessness. "Or we model Opera inside one: Imperial to your home. ”

10 may in the morning, Chu jiaru, Ming to stock market price cut of meat, and there sat the Dongsi a nearby shop, busy to eat pizza, wings of saying something.

Chu jiaru, she had a full sense of superiority of tone analysis of why the Chinese people succeed later then "reluctant".

"Since the majority of Chinese people as a child is too bitter, successful road is too hard, so once you have something to grip tightly. So, happy childhood is important, will bring his tolerance and peace. ”

Chu jiaru, Ming has some pride pedigree.

For example, the great-grandfather was the Zhejiang restoration society leaders do is to overthrow the monarchy's cause, "Chiang Kai-shek was his commando team leader". Grandpa generation is the first study abroad, hope technology salvation. My father's generation lead went to Yan'an participated in the revolution. But his own, also benefit from the total in the times, 1986 the Sino-US joint drifting team drift River, he is the captain of the Chinese side; 1990 abroad, back office, stock, 42-year-old speculation also passionately to a Web site.

On 18 May 2001, he began rehearsing with "round neck tribes": from abroad bought various exquisite designs, printed in sophisticated t-shirts.

"Round neck tribes" extends to over 30 stores today, he found that the game has become a survival issue, he finally no longer has a past of tolerance and ease.

"Wake up every morning, nightmare, I have to give the employee pay, you pay the rent, the vendor to pay me.

A dark cloud top pressure. The rest of your life to escape or hide things, and finally. ”/P>

"Life is so easy and fun.

Not only was I changed. The community as a whole. In this society, said a person who is a good man has no significance. People tend to be measured with the material. For example, the news media said Li Ka-shing is an example of the global Chinese community, is that he became a Chinese Tycoon, instead he worked as a number of useful things. Number of things have changed, but the quality of life has declined. I know this is wrong. But I can't. I'm not pulling their hair out of the Earth, so would also like to play the game. ”

Chu jiaru, she describes the competitive environment around him.

"Those shops like as open doors in the South, to large customers, easy entry and exit. A shop with over 20 employees, how to shoot in the pop up to slap that come in and see come and buy it. Next to that is the same as blue white red large vest, but this is the one called zhenweisi bannilu, shoot faster to buy a Palm is faster to buy it. Their t-shirt can be cheap to $ 19 a year is like a pendulum, major assessed the same selling clothes, competition to white-hot Cheng as plain as the nose without any profit, but we all got stuck to the inside, brand clothing made this necessary? "

Chu jiaru, quail, now there is almost no time to rest, do every day.

"At first I was doing something you like, but do it beyond that I also can't swing not stem, hooliganism. Your old Tyme, staff? dealer Mody? because I faced harsh competition, my employee's human capital but also to control, they were forced to work long hours, they may earn lots of money, quality and total loss of life, this is what the spell? "

His father was a scholar translated a book about turbo-capitalism.

"Like a turbine engine, every individual body of which are beyond our control. Who are accelerated, you are also accelerating, nobody stopped to ask, this is why. ”

"I think it's not called life.

Want to do, not even a retreat. We are involved in social Darwinism's madness competition, this competition is brutal and the fastest runner pulling out then the competition. Like the Olympic Games, finally there is a champion only, others are losers. You must climb to the top of the pyramid. ”

More terrible is: last year, he married.

"People will make you more than half of the master. ”

● "It is precisely for this reason, only more feel lost."

Sometimes in the street to meet with students at the queue.

This gives a great real estate company project acting students always a little dog hair smooth, buoyant. Friends of nature and more.

Some people fly in turbine turn pain, others are suffering in the turbine edge or has already been thrown out of the loss of the turbine.

They are mostly middle aged over 40.

Standard middle-aged man's life is like this: work on the task, the responsibilities of the saddled the elderly, for children's education, planning their own while old will to life.

40 years of human birth and family financial difficulties, going to school to catch the "cultural revolution" was not a step-by-step system of education, or had enough education time without sufficient education quality.

Rapid social transformation, many people do not have sufficient skills to cope with the future of social development.

In addition to congenital feeling also from "after Yu age."

A sociological theory: mankind is used after the metaphor metaphorical community to social change. In the former figurative Community, valuable experience, the elderly and respected; whereas in the latter part of the figurative Community, value is the ability to accept new knowledge, the world belongs to young people.

Further studies in the middle of interest has lasted several years.

Participation in the most active are the authorities, universities and enterprises of middle-aged people.

Organ: cadres younger, middle age limit shall block the upgrade.

University: master of key universities must be before they are qualified to teach here, is the most popular.

Enterprise: here need upgrading fastest knowledge, such as financial securities.

Beijing, 40-year-old son in Mr and learn together.

Countless experiences computer panic that fixed terrorist pictures, he was finally able to fluently manipulate text, and willing to learn how to surf the Internet. "I have to look at the computer. I think it is very difficult, but difficult to do so, these are not involved in the community, will soon be laid off. ”

The old Beijing railway Bureau, has faced the issue of employment.

In the railway sector adjustment, his sector was undone. 51-year-old Li from team lead position is placed into a separate sector xianzhi. He finally realized that the future possibility of laid-off workers is not.

Lao Li graduated from junior high to cuts in other provinces.

In 1976, back to Beijing, in the railway sector do for life. His wife also in China. Transfer, his salary there would be no love. "Precisely because of this, I was more lost. She was not complaining about me. You can put yourself and think, man should earn more than women. ”

Sometimes in the street to meet with students at the queue.

This gives a great real estate company project acting students always a little dog hair smooth, buoyant. Friends of nature and more.

Although LAO has repeatedly said "no regret", but he's blaming yourself clearly.

"People struggle harder than me. I have no sense of crisis, with the status quo, the idle thoughts seriously. Units of money have let me go exam a management school of Ministry of railways. Got an exam, I had not. "Lao is only one thing to recognize regret:" when I was a bit of time, never mind, activities get some ... "

His two fingers a twist.

Now the old open

Started to exert pressure on the son. 21-year-old son was just beginning to work, don't care about anything.

"The next generation may not have enough ideas.

You will want to get married, did not buy a House to buy a car's intention. ”

He was a favor to his son describes the object, the other party joke back: House? no room would also like to introduce object?

• "I do this?"

Sometimes such imagination: Chen flies into a respectable people, in the most brilliant moment disappear, do my own.

"Watching TV, library melnikova, saying, I am an expensive consumer goods, the consumer does not generally men.

"25-year-old Chen flies, an advertising company staff. "Yes, this is the truth. Beautiful women and men with money. ”

To a customer of the company, Mr. Jeffrey Chan tried and desk clerk accosted the other openings: never seen you drive here.

"I am referring to a smile. "Mr. Jeffrey Chan said," a fire is a bowl of ice water pouring out. ”

Chen flies say it's not clear is this matter led to his later.

While working, he began to talk about the project. "Do primitive accumulation, a soil of a Word. "He said," everything is a matter for the Foundation. As a good man, should make their own life gracefully. ”

There are also frequent appointments, as always it was active to conjugal.

"I am in the position of advertising companies have participated in the decision of the authority: who is the proper person to make advertising. My goal is 100, now reached 75. ”

Although claim to hate "to money and interest for the purpose of the transaction," Chen flies can't stop this digital accumulation in the game.

"I just want to feel alone. Although after more empty and alone. Stop? disappointed after there will be over and hope. Just like tantalize. ”

Sometimes such imagination: Chen flies into a respectable people, in the most brilliant moment disappear, do my own.

Another thought is: in a watery town, opened a cafe, and a quiet girl hint to get along with.

He does not know which is more like, "I do not see hope and did not grasping things does not have any expectations.

"He unequivocally said.

30-year-old yuefeng has another lost, this is his new important choice: is one better than their own money and girls get married.

Women and men with money than their marriage seemed to be justified, on the contrary, it requires courage.

Yuefeng graduated from College, a home to steal a tacit us lazy State-owned enterprise, making one cannot raise yourself, nor money.

But this work that benefits: "can I drive units of Lexus prominent facade. ”

Unfortunately only on car contest strengthen his sense of "relative poverty".

"Little face, a charade to open out the old people bully. See those demonstrated by Guy and very precise, it was down from the car, I will plug the plug of the Mercedes Benz head. Most recently saw a second line of the actors and driving a Toyota Jeep, special beauty, hate my teeth are Tickle, thinking is not the first to put his tyres had? "

Yuefeng aspire is healthy living: "kicking, listen to the Symphony Orchestra, and a bunch of friends nonsense.

I have a dream: to travel around the world. "But he can't see is there any way to realize his dream, until you recognize an only daughter of a wealthy family.

"There seems to be a protection from ideal living near a step.

"He said.

"I really do not seduce people are active, she first about my ...

In fact, I would not mind does not love her. .. I can't figure the money just to future special for her stretched ... Now at least I wasn't able to use their money ... "

Choppy narrates, he often stopped to ask: do you say I do it?

Finally he stopped to look for various reasons, recognized: if they do not take the initiative to the daughter of money, I will be disappointed.

"Childhood education should not be done, maybe this is a wrong choice, one day will be rewarded.

Maybe one day I will give you the story of the tragic ending. ”

(Practice editing: what gold swallow)