Woman, you do not want too much

I used to be a foolish romantic woman, happy dearest self-induction.

However, once because I want too much, I almost lost my own. I finally have awakened.

Her husband is my teacher, than me for a whole 30-year-old.

At first, our marriage was open to all, to be the year of a University is one of the three peach news. It's not because I'm more beautiful, but that is a man of the hour. I am married, neighbor curious joy every day someone ran to see what I see is a kind of person, how would such a person "to engage in the hand." They see me mediocre, is even more curious. In fact, no mystery, simply because my husband is a good one too, but he refused many outstanding woman, because he felt they were excellent, they do not need the help of Mr.; but I do not like them so well, I think Mr. need him.

I was very afraid, afraid not worthy of him, he will suddenly one day lose.

At that time, I am thirsty "gentle" (Mr), Mr. toe the line. He said that every sentence I when the Gospel. I do not know what a stupid, then learn things slowly, do things do go wrong, Sir never said I always encouraged me: you are a popular favourite little Princess, you don't feel inferior, you will do well. After I graduated from college to adapt to society, he gently encouraged me, help me.

Mr. is a high IQ, great sense of humor, and versatile.

He can write one beautiful calligraphy, carving a beautiful carving, painting-hand tolerable good painting. Every day, we always hear me happy laughter and laughing over Mr. abdominal has composed of crystal clear sound. We often on national issues, exchange of business experience, talk about poems, passing anecdotal interesting. 7 from the morning until the evening can be about 12 point, most of the time I was listening to, worship and looked at my husband, it is hard to imagine that he is a practicing chemical scientists.

In a conjugal life, I have been overwhelmed by the love.

People think that 20-year-old man to marry a 50-year-old man will suffer sexual aspects will not be satisfied. And we, it is usually young couples more often, almost daily, lasted 6 years. I am particularly strange, think like a 39-year-old Jacob what Lam describes the 80-year-old Picasso: he was a boy, was I am old! in couple's life, he always extremely gentle to meet me for the greatest pleasure. But I don't know any better, since childhood, has been cousin indecent. In the beginning, I can experience the pleasure of the nature, always thought it was a rogue would do. He has changed my, I slowly realized. Once that I feel melancholy disappeared, has become a bright warm a woman.

After several years of experience, I began to mature, beautiful, light-production license, my career has also significantly: I work for the University Teaching Award, at the same time to the city's first accomplishment was admitted to the bar.

My career began entering the peak period, but at the same time, my marriage was a crisis. As I approached more and more people are becoming more and more of my vision, I met many good men, Mr. day aging. He is like a cow, the small milk big, light make oil dry! while he is still so funny, so delicate, so talented.

And I see him: he is a lawyer so young, so rich, so successful that he does not have a teacher so promising that he is not someone you have the right to ...

I was the ugly duckling, while my world view is changed, the selection criteria are also changed, temper was also changed.

I like to have the right to the rich, Mr. talent in my eyes began to depreciate. I became angry, be sarcastic. But his view is that he was picking up my time is garbage unit, now is the blue chip stocks, he don't deserve me. Our sex life was nothing old intoxicated feeling, though we get fit.

Mr. courteous, patient and silent, looked me "ROAR" East end of the day.

I have become still beat him! I think may be the mother of bad temper in my body's genetic.

Days after half a year, my sky was grey and a half years.

No Sir, my weaknesses, rebuffed a lot, but I'm not willing to admit.

One day, my college students came to see me, I tell her the pain, she again called me a fool.

She said: you've just like a hungry child, give you scratch a polysaccharide, you'll find sweet joy. If you regularly eat your insatiable and start demanding. Now you every day or eating the delicious high sugar, why are you still can have just started to feel like that?

I have been enlightened.

Yes, this is a world full of temptations, and too many delicious high sugar, I already got their share, why didn't he? woman Ah, you can't be too much, otherwise, what is not!

(Practice editing: Lai Wei-Jian)