There is no love, of very difficult to put into

Girl, quietly read sexual knowledge articles, on mystery full of desire for sex.

Thought that once in the world, I'm sure I can experience the feeling of the mind. I have a fit body, many people say I am sexy, I think this is the nature of capital, the husband will definitely help me crazy crazy for me. I didn't expect to get married, I know that love and sex are not the same thing. Sex life in awkward makes me of resentment. Original, light and trim body is not enough, there is no love blood, youthful skin will become dull dull.

My husband Jeffrey, Jeffrey and I know each other before, there was a girl, called the Rainbow, the Rainbow is later, the son of wealthy to pry away, Jeffrey very distressed.

After marriage, I didn't know the story of Jeffrey and Rainbow. Didn't think Jeffrey has entertained the cruel will of his abandonment of the woman, now in front of me to reveal the absent-minded. I know that marriage is not equal to love. I cannot say that the front doesn't love me, he is also good, but do have been married before and after the exciting novelties. But my husband's feelings because another woman while changing, I think Jeffrey had I shouldn't let Rainbow dispersion of his love. I know the Miss Feng on Rainbow does not have real results, but I cannot accept my husband think of another woman, I want my husband's love. Jeffrey honesty sometimes pretty maddening, he admitted that he did not forget what romance, or even impossible to forget that he was also the location of the Rainbow. Perhaps, Jeffrey want the Rainbow, with my body to replace! Jeffrey needs is always very strong, he wanted time must immediately be, does not give me the process of preparing, brewing, so I always had a feeling of being raped. I put my ideas to husband said make him aware of the gap between men and women, to correct your own sexual rude. He did not. To her husband, I can give my dignity, but his wife has a wife, I need time, I need a turn. Jeffrey has ignored my needs only his own needs. He met me stranded after sexual hunger. It was very cruel punishment. I think everything is because Jeffrey don't love me, just use my body to air their libido.

As a wife, and I think I have no authority to refuse sex with my husband.

But I can no longer put in the mood for organ really become a rigid tool which makes life care. I think so, but it is difficult to do so, because a healthy body is not possible without feeling. Accept the husband not loving rubbed, heart is like being rubbed, I am very uncomfortable. No love of life is a torment and harm, not only no pleasure at all, but instead is to feel the pain. While the husband to my pain but turn a blind eye, always refused to reduce own Catharsis.

In order to walk out of the pain, I walked back to her mother's a cruel back into old boudoir.

Body no longer accept suffering, but the emptiness. I have been looking forward to a better sex life, did not expect to enter marriage so embarrassing. It appears that the harmony of the high quality of life must be husband and wife jointly designed to explore, it is expected to achieve. Life can be a carrier of love, but not the tools, there is no love, sexual is hard to get into. I'm waiting in a temporary separation, I longed for her husband in my waiting to reflection. I've put the family doctor magazine, on the discussion of sex and love, "to him and left him a long letter, let him choose love love love love mastering. Although I have to say the truth than love marriage forever ", I actually hope that love in marriage, the marriage was flourishing in the grow. Punta Bo I believe Jeffrey can read my desire. I believe the two healthy life experienced no love sexual frustration after to find their own happy marriage life let life come into ideals.

(Practice editing: what gold swallow)