Regret not seeing a glimpse of truth

I am a teacher and student in mathematics at once, I accidentally facing men and math teacher of lower took one look at the face yourself, get his head. But when I just looked up the vision and touch the sensitive parts of the body, I tried to take my eyes off the place went to the Blackboard, the eye is disobedient, stared there. Male teacher found, look very natural, like their lower part is what took a bite.

I am a teacher and student in mathematics at once, I accidentally facing men and math teacher of lower took one look at the face yourself, get his head.

But when I just looked up the vision and touch the sensitive parts of the body, I tried to take my eyes off the place went to the Blackboard, the eye is disobedient, stared there. Male teacher found, look very natural, like their lower part is what took a bite. To my surprise, math teacher behavior has spread like a plague to several male students, they see me as vigilant attention to their bottom. What's worse, I also have this "plague", in front of my male classmates also felt in the lower part of the site like a hopeful image as unnatural. I'm afraid to say I have a "sex drive", they tried to hold the more natural, you can install more embarrassing. And female classmates is normal, when I was a see a male student was tensions. Soon I discovered that male classmates look strange, when I went by their campus to my juggle that issued the sensuality of laughter. I am scared to anger, and he had a male classmates extreme hatred, I used the anger and contempt eyes peeking at them so that they dare not in front of me naked.

I am in class score very well, the students did not dare to look down on me, but my heart's anguish, but no one knows.

After this term mental torture, I've decided I want not to marry, forever cut off and man. I put all their hopes in learning, I was determined to be a fully independent women, can I now worry affect academic achievement, what shall I do? I'd forget from books know about sexual knowledge, recover past the pure heart of adolescent girls, Bell Professor gave me advice, I will look at each stage of the family doctor "and looking forward to your reply.

Guangdong small colleges

Small normal readers:

Please remember, when did you know that there are differences between men and women this? it must be in a distant childhood.

Separate toilets for men and women, of different clothing, adult on the etiquette of shame in General, life habits and social customs, all your ideas in the form of shame between men and women.

Now you are at puberty, sexual physiology and psychology are in an active development stage, to themselves and the men of the drizzly curiosity is normal.

When your eyes inadvertently touched bottom of male teachers, deep in your subconscious shame Outlook the red, make your shame. But you repeatedly jumping red lights, and this is why? you heard "Pandora's box" of this famous Greece myth? young girl Pandora from Zeus got a small box, Zeus and told her that contained human misfortune, you never open it. Pandora's curious, really want to glance at a glance in the box, but Zeus the word of God in her ear severely prohibited her to do so, but the more severe ban she tried to do, she finally couldn't help wonder opened the box, get everything, unfortunately the room. Forbidden fruit very sweet scenario is often have positive aspect is the intention of knowing, in trying to understand this unknown world, curiosity has promoted the development of science and culture. Negative aspect is taboo things will cause widespread attention and interest, if the blocked is not a specific understanding of things but can't publicly articulated a certain conception of consciousness, and no one to you clearly prohibited, banned this fact in itself give rise to a variety of assumptions and guesses and Lenovo, even want to find out why don't do it. You are met in this case. When you don't know of an infant, you won't do it, now your sex a little knowledge, inadvertently burst in the eye cause your heart to various ideas and sense of confusion, because you're on the understanding of human nature is still very small, so lost control of their own. It seems to me that this is just a small matter, to treat youth going to forgive and to understand your own time at loss. Want to know that everyone in his mature previously, will have this or that ignorance and embarrassment.

The shame from mathematics to your heart pressure on a big rock, make your troubled thoughts persist, while suffering from a broken water knife more flow of obsessive-compulsive disorder.

Your preconceptions that male teacher and male classmates laughed at you and put you on their stereotypes projected onto their shoulders, turned them on your prejudices, which led to their hate, this is a field misunderstandings. I think you are too sensitive, the male teacher didn't pay attention to your eyes, if he is an adult, will not be made like an electric shock performance, may be you don't concentrate on expression caught his dissatisfaction with a critical eye. And make you hate those boys might be talking about something that has nothing to do with you, when they die for it, you just go through them, because nobody really know your shame that their so-called "sensuality of laughter" is suspicious of the imagination. All this comes from your sexual curiosity and fear for their own change puzzled, each girl grow up will inevitably encounter of psychological changes.

You should, as soon as possible from such extreme hate men mood.

You should contact your own familiar male elders and then extended to male relatives and friends, unlock the male fear, face your fear to see male students, You first take a few deep breaths, and then looked directly at them, when your eye contact to their eyes, you're in my heart again over said: "you are a male, I am a woman, is we make up this wonderful world, I do not inadvertently watching your eye and hold hate life. I'm a normal healthy girl, girl, if you are a healthy boy, and I like the friendly eyes looked at me! vote out of the Rainbow, the return is the reflection of water; in the beautiful cast out of the clouds, will cause the storm. Even encountered some nasty boy, also forgive their ignorance! with the proper knowledge to be able to establish a good mood, and you will feel at ease to learn and grow up healthy.

Your book has a certain understanding of knowledge, but this is not the root cause of your pain, is not therefore took pains to understand sexual knowledge, understanding and learning of human life and personal life, but now your age also light, in the coming days and slowly increase this knowledge.

But treat sexual attitude must be upright, otherwise it will affect your life's happiness. Learning good, work well but also domestic happiness is a fulfilling life. As soon as you walk out of mystery Valley, relaxed and happy to meet happy tomorrow.

(Practice editing: what gold swallow)